Honor…

My path may look overgrown but the route is familiar,

seeking a trail of possibilities over a well worn sidewalk of sameness.

Mine isn’t the ordinary, neither are my thoughts,

finding agreement with the many brings no satisfaction.

The spirit sets our course, my heart’s compass points the way,

justice compels, compassion demands, isolation accepts.

Seeking honor for my soul, needing not mans approval,

eyes firmly focused on the immediate prize.

As the pillow embraces my tired head,

sleep comes easy living at peace.

This is all we have.

Footprint…

Another day dawns without a clue

is this life led having any significance?

Existence, just a continued cycle of trudging through the mud,

dragging each step from the mire?

Purpose and meaning drive the thinker,

leaving behind a footprint.

Failing to see reasons, despair overcomes,

needing proof for some value.

The twisted mind of a dreamer,

seeking actualization over success.

Tired…

Husband and wife,

tired, not of each other.

Grind of life wears them down,

answering the bell to others.

Leaving little time for themselves,

missing that look found deep in a partners eye.

Happy home full of beautiful children,

depleted energy to enjoy.

The alarm goes off early,

too many projects on the list.

Bed becomes a place to collapse,

shared by the littlest of ladies.

Dreams of what once was,

hopes of what will be.

Love understood in depth,

a choice to honor and receive.

Not what imagined, so much more.

Reflection…

The face stares back blankly,

a reflection seen so often.

Time has evolved the look,

but the eyes maintain a resolve.

Keep the fight for truth alive,

seek not the comfort of the masses.

Act with courage and live boldly,

hold conviction that does not waiver.

Be proud of what the mirror shows,

when the image of self is seen.

Wind…

Desire takes us from our best

replaces sadly with what we want.

Forcing a fix to get a goal,

brings both accomplishment and loss.

Creation provides relief to our wandering heart

if we allow it to care.

Roadblocks and turn signs

to give us a life more peaceful.

But want is a powerful beast to tame.

Be mindful the direction leaves blow,

as a tailwind can be quite a friend.

Live without fighting.

Pain…

Stopping the consequence of a choice made

happens only in mythical dreams.

Unraveling decisions often take a lifetime

of painful reminders and what ifs.

Reality allows a forward march

yet the past is always present.

Praying the end will soon appear

opens questions about divine will.

Blame to all, focus nothing on self

the trap remains.

Find possibility in courage and perseverance

a new man awaits.

Embrace pain.

A Friend Delayed…

Though conversations and visits are few,

the desire to care remains.

History gives vast opportunities to create a bond

that exists without the slightest mention.

But when the call comes, a smile warms my face,

we pick up without a pause, time again.

A friend delayed.

Glory Days…

The days of fast breaks, floating jump shots, and deft slides past defenders

are but a faint memory.

Experiencing the rush of sailing through the air while others fight to contain,

grabbing the errant shot with sweeping upward scoops.

Feeling of the ball bouncing ever so gently against my hand,

while defenders looked overwhelmed at what was next.

A game played since very young, a mantle of minor fame.

After a half century of wear, approaching the gym is a nasty tease,

daring me to enter, knowing my failure awaits.

The taunts bellow in my head.  You can still do this I hear.

Young, lean, tall, flat bellies run amok about the court, the smack easily heard over

new shoes squeaking and the thumping of balls on the court.

Who wants the old guy, no you take him…like the last kid picked at kickball,

is this who I’ve become?

The first sprint down the court reveals a problem that can’t wait,

Why can’t I can’t breathe?

I dribble toward this young buck so confident of himself, so unaware of my past,

prepared to teach this punk a lesson.

This day will not end well to relive past glories,

the sad reality of truth sets it’s teeth firmly.

Maybe this is a game better watched from a lazy boy.

At least my dog thinks I’m still awesome.

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